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lyrics
All alone out in the dark
an empty feeling resting in my heart
circling me like a shark
and tearing all my thoughts apart
fracturing what once was whole
the fabric of my very soul
the light now fades to black as coal
and with it sanity takes toll
In a sense, my essence frayed
my conscience all but torn away
no longer who I used to be
a monsters grown inside of this
Dream i had of you and I
now hatred fills my frame of mind
but i refuse to let it die
if you can have them so can I
As every second ticks I lose my grip
on all that I know
shadows overcoming my eyes
blotting out the sun from the sky
a nightmare lasting everlong it sings a song
but all the melodies are wrong
they dont belong
but still I find myself singing along
Falling futher away from me
swimming out into a blacken sea
nevermore to feel the shore
no grounding to reality
Drifting further out
away from all the doubt
oh I could live without
that never ending drought
Finally at home
my thoughts and I alone
screaming shouts reverberate
off from the walls and dissipate
As every second ticks I lose my grip
on all that I know
shadows overcoming my eyes
blotting out the sun from the sky
a nightmare lasting everlong it sings a song
but all the melodies are wrong
they dont belong
but still I find myself singing along
Swaying side to side I move my feet
unable to keep with the beat
unstable willingness depletes
a fable I will not repeat
Unburying emotions broken
leaving with the words unspoken
something deep inside me's opened
(I will not) take this anymore
(I am not) the one you knew before
(I can not) stomach one more second living in your shadow
(I will take) everything from you
(I will make) you feel the way I do
(I will break) the walls around you laughing as you crawl your way through
Out into what should have been
the night that will not ever end
As every second ticks I lose my grip
on all that I know
shadows overcoming my eyes
blotting out the sun from the sky
a nightmare lasting everlong it sings a song
but all the melodies are wrong
they dont belong
but still I find myself singing along
The second EP from Northern Irish singer-songwriter Bea Stewart runs from gentle folk to pillowy pop ballads, all perfectly executed. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 15, 2024